Epithat

I have loved you... I realized this driving on the tollway yesterday.
I was thinking about thinking. Consciously following the thoughts as they linked together. Taking note of the connections.
Noticing that I'm not angry... but I have been.
I have feared the withdrawal of your affections.
I have regretted getting involved with your financial means.
I have questioned my choices.
I have angered over yours.
I have missed you. I have forgotten you. And I have hated how hard it was to be with you.
But I have always loved you.
And so now I know what unconditional love is. And even when there is nothing left for me.... when there is nothing left of us. The love remains.