When lack of sleep becomes obession

What program am I running.... let's check...
*click*
Channel 1: What's he doing right now?
Channel 2: Is he alright?
Channel 3: Am I OK without him?
Channel 4: Did he sleep any more last night than I did?
Channel 5: All him, all the time
Channel 6: Antje's friends discuss him.
Channel 7: Does he know that I've only ever really wanted one thing, too? Does he know it's the same thing.
Channel 8: What does he smell like today?
Channel 9: Can I have "him" for $400 please?
Channel 10: Riding with him...

Exactly.... today has been like this.