Reading, running, resting

I am restless. I am done with vacation. I would like to be working. I would like to be training. I would like to be doing something other than reading books because I cannot stand to watch one more hour of Desert TV.
Shopping. That's another issue. I wanted to shop for jeans and things I could be proud to wear and would keep for years. Instead, I ended up with two pairs of pants that worked because they fit. But did not flatter.
Shoes at 80% off. But the regret began immediately. I need jeans that look good and cost a lot. Or I need liposuction. I think it might be the latter.
Coffee. I have had one decent cup since I've been here. Bread and eggs taste good, but I am missing fruit and fiber. I guess at home I don't eat enough citrus. And here, I don't eat enough of anything else.
Anyway, I woke up this morning completely disgusted with the lack of flow and the lack of gratitude for the rest I've gotten. But also knowing that I have had enough now. Enough of this lack of routine. Of letting things go and doing them later. Enough time and you want less time.
Maybe on of my 2008 New Year's Solutions should be to spend my days off more wisely?